Well. Talk about the highs and lows of life.
Friday 19-01-18 I was swearing my oath to the Queen as Canada's newest member to the Canadian Air Reserves. What a honour. 
My hard persistants paid off.
Today 21-01-18 48 hours later I receive a phone call from my son's girlfriend, Chelsea.
Asking me not to cry... But my son was hit by a car and is in the emergency department at the hospital.
Oh my heart.
I cried and I cried out of complete nervous panic and frustration that I couldn't get to his side quickly enough.
A 3 hour plane ride that wouldn't leave until 4 hours from now.
Panic. Scared. Nervous. All on the inside.. was flowing over.. it came out. I had to ask for help. I suddenly didn't know how to even use the telephone anymore.  Who do I call.. Tracey. And all I can muster for words were " I need to get on a plane and I don't know how"
My anxious over flowed to Sasha . She was crying. I hated she felt these nervous feelings as well.
I spoke with the doctor. He has a fractured skull. He's bleeding from his ear.  What the hell does all of this mean.
It doesn't matter, I need to go. He's my baby. I need to help make him better.

01-27-18
Flying on a plane back to Goose Bay.
Daniel is still in the hospital.  He as some damage done to his ear.  Recovery time , seems to have slowed time to a complete hault.
He's frustrated and has had enough of that place.
I hated leaving him, but knowing he's in the right place for care. Chelsea takes such good care of him. It makes me happy to know he has that love a support from such a good girl.
The week was full of alot of emotions. But I have to say relief and thankfulness are the ones that I feel most .

I wrote this a week ago. I'm just remembering to post now.
It was a roller coaster.
Thank God he is recovering  and things will be back to "normal" before too long.

It's been awhile.

I'm nearly 6 years late..
So much to blog these days.  I don't even know where to begin?!
Anyone still out there? 
I've reread my blogs from the past and I see I've done a lot of growing.
I know I am not the same person. Heck I don't even recognize that girl in my
Profile photo. ( reminder to update asap )

Tomorrow is a big day. Another new change. 

I'll be back. I have too much to share now to wait another 6 years.

Stay Tuned.

Lorna.